when you start behaving like a woman

I still remember the days back in my high school where all of us were in our school uniform,gossiping about which guy likes which girl, what to prepare for the next coming canteen days, the marching practices in the evening, and the coming SPM examination...

time passes~

little did I realised, I kissed high school goodbye...

completed my foundation/pre-university study...

enrolled into Monash University....

struggled in my first year,away from family, far from hometown, surviving in a complete different environment while facing a new challenge known as 'assignments and quizzes'

second year passed too...

now,in my third and final year....

looking back at the old times, though they seemed like it was yesterday where we sit by the benches in the school, taking pictures with our cute poses

I know I am no longer the same little naive girl I used to be...

when I grow stronger and learned independence

when I am not interested in gossiping bout others but minding my own business

when I learned how to put myself in people's shoes and learn to care and share

when I learned to 'feel' things instead of 'seeing' things

when I wear 4 inches heels instead of Adidas or Nike shoes,

when I wear dresses instead of L size T-shirt and jeans

when I received compliments such as 'sexy' instead of 'cute'

when I realized time and life experiences changed me both mentally and physically

I came to understand the differences in my mindset when I was in my teenage and now when I am in my twenties...

and I will continue to learn

and hoping I can be a better person in my thirties...

and continue to learn throughout my whole lifetime..

wishing I can whisper to myself 'I have completed my life' on my dying bed.

*wink*

XoXoXo,

stay chic!