Is this how it feels?

Is this how it actually feels?

Is this how it feels when you are seriously gaining weight n losing the silhouette you used to have but you can do nothing besides watching it helplessly?

Is this how it feels when you recall all the glorious moments your brain used to give you but now, you are nothing near success and the brain itself is just a piece of a degenerated organ?

this is how it feels.

this is how it feels when the past cannot be traded with the present and tommorow seems so uncertain.

a state of helplessness,a state of despair.

this is how it actually feels.