sometimes I love to pretend to be tomato.makeup

my eyes make up looks simple

but it wasn't...

not unless you are pro in make up..

here are what I did to my face..

1. apply UV block lotion SPF 30

2. facial make up base

3. foundation SPF 30

4. eye primer

5. eye brow coffee color pencil

6. bottom eye concealer

7.dark purple eye shadow

8.dark brown eye shadow 

9. black color pencil eye liner

10. black color liquid eye liner

11. eye lashes curler

12. black color mascara

13. fake eye lashes only at the outer corner of my eyes

14. second round of liquid eye liner

15. blusher

16. bronzer

and all these should be done within ..

urm...

10 minutes maximum..

steps I skipped: facial foundation power, bottom lashes, lipstick, highligher, etc

and I have fun last night enjoying Vietnamese food in my girl friend's birthday dinner with the girls ^^

and the next girls night out, I will be trying Tiffany's eye makeup in Twinkle's mtv...

and if you are wondering who is Tiffany and how awesome is her eye makeup

check this out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmM04_OgajU

me love red,

shuying

Realization

Theory = you know everything but nothing works

Practice = everything works but no one knows why

 Therefore, in life, we should combine both the theory and practice together

 and draw a conclusion...

nothing works and no one knows why!

Sometimes, in love and in life, we tend to take things for granted....just like what we can observe in a football match...

in the match,

everyone is chasing after the ball....

but one when got it, he kicks it...

although others are still chasing after it,

the person who got it, refuse to give others and continue to kick it...

life goes on,

shu ying

me.red.love

snapshots after makeup and before heading out to my housemate, Maggie's birthday...

 the front view of me smiling...

 looking to the left...

 this is really just random...

and here comes my part : FROWN

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and we checked in Dave's Bistro Grill Bar

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 sneaking into the background of the picture....and that was TIGER beer by the way

 not so sure of what drink is this....I was pouring my healthy DETOX tea in the background of the picture

 forever awkward look when people snap my picture...

 and they asked me to be relax and natural

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awkward,again...

we were tempted to try their popular dish on the menu...

but it costs RM80 for a quarter of a roasted piglet...

expensive...

plus..

my friends told me I will have nasty body odour if I consume pork,mutton,beef, etc...

not sure if it is proven true

but I do not wanna smell bad..

lastly, the 'yam' look pic of mine...

 'yam' is perverted in one of the dialect of Chinese language...

yeah, indeed,I couldn't agree more to them I looked 'yam' in this pic...

love,

Shu Ying

high school.puppy love

puppy love is defined as ' The love between a young couple (in their teens I assumed) within a few weeks of getting together (never really lasted into marriages, but some puppy love lasted for years...) Not really true love, more blind affection - immature, young love. Tyically occurs before one person becomes a bitch' 

that definition wasn't from me

I googled,yeah and it's from Urban dictionary...

seems like the world does not have a good impression towards 'puppy love'..

however, I came to think about it differently...

I feel puppy love is a stage/experience of life where we should not miss out...

have you noticed,people in their teens, involving in love or so-called puppy love, the people around them would tell them that they are wasting their time, why? because this love isn't going to last and eventually you are going to get hurt! 

but, in my opinion, this is a stage where you are the most innocent and naive and true to love, as you don't judge much of the consequences and just follow how your heart feels...

as you grow up into your twenties and later in life, love isn't gonna be as simple as the puppy love in your teens anymore...but you still get to choose someone you truly love and wanna to spend the life with..

though you need to consider a lot...whether this love is going somewhere, I meant, marriages...

even sadly in thirties, where it's the time you should be 'married' and still not found the right one, I noticed people started getting desperate and just merely finding partners for the sake of marriages...

well, I just thought, some people missed the 'experience of being in simple and naive love' just because they never dated back in their teens...

never get a chance of to be really silly in love, willing to do anything and get hurt...

brief me,if I'm wrong about it...

truce,

shuying

abandoned house photoshoot

it was supposed to be on the main road in town,

where every now and then, cars passing by,

I got so freaked out,

couldn't be feeling more awkward...

giving up, they found it almost impossible to persuade me to just stand in the middle of the road and snap pictures..

decided to change the scene..

to abandoned houses...

and I found my last picture of the collection is quite interesting...

after all, it was my first time to pose and let others take my picture...

I hope I will do better in the next one..

which is next month..

time to hit the sack,

shu ying

Reflection

Look at me

You may think you see

Who I really am

But you'll never know me

Every day

It's as if I play a part

Now I see

If I wear a mask

I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

I am now

In a world where I

Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow

I will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

over the years, I learn more and more about myself

who I really am

and here are the compiled facts

feedback from people around me

and myself

which I myself find them true

1. I am a self-centered person (which means I do place myself first above everyone else)

2. I don't really care what happens around me

3. I care about how others look at me, how they judge me and their impression of me

4. I have low self confidence in some aspects

5. I don't check out guys, but I check out girls a lot, however, it doesn't make me a lesbian

6. I have no sense of direction

7. When I cry, my eyes resemble a little fountain

8. I take jokes too seriously, I take serious matter jokingly

9. I have little self control when it comes to shopping

10. When I am mad, I don't stay and fight, I walk away

there is no right or wrong when it comes to personality,

everyone is just different

in this world, each person will have people who love them

and also people who hates them

life's fair

and if anyone hates me for who I am,

I will tell myself

'I have a normal life'

cheers,

Shuying

sometimes, the feelings just ain't right

ever realized that sometimes, everything seems to go the wrong way?

no matter how hard you've tried...you just feel life is pushing you too much?

and that you are asking too much from yourself?

wanting to do all the best in almost all the the aspects?

when you feel you're on the verge of breaking down?

I am,now in this condition, feeling stuck at my assignments, tests a

nd reports...

physically totally exhausted...

but I do not know how to pull myself into one piece once again..

maybe I do,tomorrow, when I woke up from my sleep...

sometimes, things just don't feel okay...

somehow, they will be okay in the end

just remember to convince yourself...

like how I do now...

love,

shu ying

-I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly-